Whoa!! Is that for real??? Seems that i havent blogged for years. sorry multiply and blogspot!! farmville and fish world makes me rich kahit sa social network sites lang whilst twitter kept me updated with the tweets of the celebs i follow.. and yeah not to mention WORK WORK and WORK.. and now i dont know what and how will i start a blog after few months of not blogging...
I realized that i have been away from home for 6 months and 3 days, 6 months to go for my annual leave, 84 days to go before we say goodbye to 2009, 77 days to go before Christmas, and 9 days to go before my birthday..(yay!!).
I have been very ambivalent these past few weeks. Sharing my blessings gives me some feeling of fulfilment. Shopping for my family makes me so excited as i fill up the balikbayan box for home. Experienced my first light snow. Travels. Love Life. Friends. But sometimes, somehow i dont know what happiness means whenever thoughts are rushing to my brain cells ....that I wont be seeing my dogs anymore, .....that i will be celebrating my birthday without the closest persons in my life ....that my countrymen experienced the worst typhoon ...that i keep on receiving some bad news back home ...that i missed my family and i badly wanted to go home soon...
Life is really unfair.... Life gives the best and the worst of both worlds... We know how to manage the good things in life but how can we make the worst to become better??? I hope to find happiness soon even just a little...