Sunday, November 30, 2008

rosie's interview

Rosie Alvarez
Interview conducted by Phil Davies Brown
May 24th, 2004

I have something extremely special for our readers this week!!
In her only UK interview to promote her movie Anatomy 2,
I chatted with the beautiful and highly talented Rosie Alvarez.
Rosie plays Lee in the sequel to Stefan Ruzowitsky's medical
horror hit Anatomy, which is available to rent and buy now.

When did you first become interested in acting?
I was always interested in acting and had always dabbled around
with performing. As I was forced to make educational choices in life,
I thought it best to aim for a 'proper' career! I did a Bsc Hons in
Psychology but after that I realised that I really needed to commit
to something in life. Nothing much inspired me.....except for acting!
So I went to drama school in London for two years and here I am.



You trained in theatre for 2 years, would you agree that this was
absolutely vital to your learning process or do you feel you could
have managed without training?
I knew that I could act and I knew that I had it in me,
but I really did benefit from the training in so many different ways.
The Poor School, although demanding, was a great experience for me.
Training was essential for me personally, but I don't think that
necessarily applies to all actors.

Your first feature film role was playing Lee in Anatomie 2,
how did you hear about the project and can you tell us about the
audition process?
My then agent Jilly Moore at JGM had luckily heard about the role.
The casting director Celestia Fox was looking for a Filipina actress
who could perhaps speak German. The audition process was pretty
standard. I initially had a general interview with Celestia Fox who was
lovely. After that, she forwarded me for an audition with the director
(Stefan Ruzowitzky) and one of the producers (Jakob Claussen).
They had come to London to audition actresses, and luckily they
felt I was right to play 'Lee'.


Had you seen the first film and if so, were you looking forward
to working with Stefan Ruzowitsky?
I'm afraid I was extremely ignorant before the audition!
During the audition they asked me if I had heard of Franke Potente
and 'Run Lola Run' and of course I had not! Big Doh! My ignorance
probably helped me during the audition as I guess at least it didn't
fluster me or anything! Once I eventually did see the first film,
then I got really excited! However, my favourite film of his is
'The Inheritors' - it's totally amazing, and wonderfully original.

When you finally got the part, how much time did you have to prepare?
Is it true that you had to learn German for the role?
I had about a month to prepare for the role. Yes I did indeed have
to learn German for the role. I'm not fluent but I can certainly
deal with a text. During that month I simply learnt as much as
I possibly could. I love languages so it didn't feel like work. I had
a couple of sessions with a German tutor who taught me how to
pronounce German words. After that, I superimposed a Filipina
(not English!) accent by listening to Filipina people speak German.
However, the director didn't want the accent to be too strong as it
would be less understandable. I also made a point of learning my
co-actors' lines as you need to be able to react to what people are
saying to you.

How long was the shoot and were you pleased with how it went?
The shoot was filmed on location in Berlin for one month and then in
Munich for one month. I went back and forth to the UK, depending
on the filming schedule. The shoot went really well and it was extremely
exciting. I was so ecstatic because I was combining my two great
passions; acting and languages!

Were there any scenes that were physically draining or even
uncomfortable for you to shoot?
No. If ever there is any discomfort for me on a shoot its there
for a reason. It always makes me laugh when the whole crew starts
running around trying to make things nicer for me! If you're supposed
to be shivering in a freezing cold lake, then it always comes off
better if you really are cold!

How did you enjoy working with the rest of the cast?
The rest of the cast were lovely. Franke Potente, despite being
the star that she is, is a wonderfully down to earth girl. H
eike Makatsch was very friendly. Barnaby Metscurat is an
amazing guy. Everyone was lovely. The actors were far too
talented and open to let egos get in the way. As an actor, you have
to allow yourself to be vulnerable. Once you get a big ego you are
protecting yourself and thus are less vulnerable and less open which
sometimes restricts your acting ability.

Were you pleased with the end result?
Yes and No. I liked the film and thought it was very stylish.
There were things about myself that I didn't like - typical actor!

Is there anything that you would like to change if you could go
back and play the part again?
Yes but I can't say what!

Which of the two films do you prefer and why?
I'm far too partial! Both films are different so in a way,
it's hard to compare. However, I liked the way Ruzo filmed
the sex scenes in both films. They said everything yet showed nothing.

The film received a mixed response from audiences and fans.
I however applaud the bravery of Stefan Ruzowitsky for making
the sequel as far removed from the first film as humanly possible.
What are your thoughts on fan reaction?
You can't please them all. In any case, the German audience are
particularly hard to define and predict. I guess at least fan reaction
is always honest.

You seem to be playing a lot of medical roles, do you feel that
people see you as caring and therefore feel that you would make a
great doctor or nurse?
Ahahahahahahaha!!!! That's very sweet of you! Yes it is very strange!
I always think of it as a big coincidence, but as a matter of fact,
my parents both trained as nurses and actually met during their
training. They ran nursing homes for many years and are always
involved in caring for people in some way. Maybe it's something
to do with them! In any case, in reality I would be a rubbish nurse
or doctor!

All of your film roles so far have been European productions which
I applaud you for as you clearly go after artistic movies, rather than
whatever roles may make you the next big thing. What is it about
European movies that attracts you to these projects?
I love Europe and feel very at home there. I also love European
cinema and would love to do lots of French cinema as that is my
strongest foreign language. Not only that, but when the French are good
; they are amazing. I would like to be amazing too.

What are your plans for the near future?
I just want to act. Preferably in feature films but who knows what
the future will bring.



"Thank you ever so much for taking part in this interview Rosie.
We wish you the best of luck in the future."


Post Op

LIPOMA---- /li-po'-ma/: a benign tumour containing fatty tissue usually multiple but not metastatic.

as my father went to an extensive general check up, his assesor-doctor found out that there is a small lump over the nape area. at that very moment, dad wants it to be removed asap since we have history of cancer in the family... revealing two among his siblings died of cancer.. my aunt zenaida died of breast cancer last 1994 and we just lost my uncle romy this october 2008... anyway, since me and my dad are afraid of the outcome we asked the service of Dr. Nelson Lim to assess the lump and at the same time asked if it could be removed asap. with no further ado Dr. Lim told us its nothing but benign but my dad demand more test to confirm since the mass kept coming back.... i asked a lot of the resident doctors whom i know including Dr. Shalee Santos (chief resident) of CGHMC if lipoma is non cancerous.... and all of them told me that it is non metastatic cancer...

so my dad underwent excision biopsy of nape mass last week November 24, 2008. he was put to on-call since Dr. Lim performed explore-lap to the patient in front of our room. he was put on NPO at 6am after eating light breakfast. he anticipated everything and he followed instructions. His BP and CBG were completely monitored though they were abnormally high that morning maybe because of some sort of stress he is feeling. i was about to cry and worry but then i thought, i am the one who is taking care of him and he is beside me. so there is no room for crying and showing i am weak. i appeared calm and strong but it only hides the fact that i am worried since he will be put in general anesthesia. (since he was so uncomfortable the last time that he had local anesthesia for the same surgery and surgeon...)

General Anesthesia would require intubation and will be put to sleep. I requested the service of Dr. Vera Cruz since i know him and for some time he has been my mom's anesthesiologist during her C-sec for having me and that i trust him and i know how he works..

i was a bit shaky. dark and twisted.... i kept on telling that it is only a minor surgery requiring general anesthesia, whats keeping him so long and spend 6 hours to O.R. or R.R. My family has been with me while we wait for my dad. i called up the Recovery Room by 9:15 pm to ask if my dad is already inside the Recovery Room, the nurse then said that he will be going up soon... what a relief!!!!! i thanked God to the greatest. he was awake when he transfered to the hospital bed. he saw all his grandchildren and i heard him talking to the nursing orderly and proudly talked about me. I scanned his chart when he was asleep... i have seen that he was so unstable intra-op and post op... showing that his blood pressure went up until 210/100... and oxygen level were as low as 82% (normal is 98-100) awww way too low huh!!!

the student nurses and the staff nurses inside the recovery room consistently taking care of my father... coached him to do deep breathing until he became stable... they were scared like me i think they were more scared since they knew that their client is my dad..and these student nurses and staff nurses knew me because we shared same college and that dad's doctors told them that he is the staff's father...

i would like to extend my gratitude to Dr. Nelson F. Lim, dad's long time friend and at the same time his personal surgeon. To my dad's anesthesiologist Dr. Rafael VeraCruz and also to one of my dad's Cardiologist Dr. Joyce Dico Go... to the N4 staff, to my classmates who scrubbed for dad's procedure in operating room... to my friends over recovery room thank you for the service and for the concern thank you!

i must admit that dad is the most difficult patient that i ever encounter.. he usually pains my ass too but i dont care... he is my father... i love how toxic he is. but he is my father... he is indeed Senor Jesus Aquino

i have prayed a lot and i have been praying that nothing bad shall be done.. he is now back doing his regular exercise routine---- social dancing, biking, treadmill jogging --hayyyy!!!... i love my father so much... i dont know how to exist in the world where my dad doesnt..... i love you dad!!!

IRISH-FILIPINA HITS OVER EUROPE SHOWBIZ

since i have talked about my actress cousin here is the link where you can find his latest updates, photos etc.... uh-oh... rosie doesnt have any myspace, friendster, multiply, blogspot, flickr, facebook or whatsoever...... for her fans just do visit the movie sites... thank you!!!!!!!!!

http://www.mtv.com/movies/person/321206/filmography.jhtml
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm1328891/
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0844470/
http://www.larsmeier.de/index.php?id=103&L=0


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meine cousins

Rowena Aquino-Cos ate weng/aweng/tinay--the original angstchick. straight to the point. at many times she is misunderstood. there are things that i dont agree with her, our relationship is not perfect but doesnt matter anyway. we learn from each other and we're A-okay.. we're at our best...

Roel Aquino- kuya wel (we usually call him bato =kuripot kasi heheheh=)

hmm... kuya wel. i see him helped us when we're short of manpower on our family business and building manila residence. he got brains... every night or during sunday night he helps me with mathematics because they are so so so so hell hard but he makes everything easier for me... :) before, we also go to this basketball game of Alex Compton hahahah!!! kadiri... in short i shared my ka-jologsan. but i appreciated everything... oh! he is the most kuripot pala.... sobra! pero it pays... dami nya savings..

Florante Aquino-- kuya poy

poy... he is one of those who helped also when we were still short of manpower on family business and in building our home. my father likes these men because he shared interests with them... during my childhood, he usually picks me up... sobra! napapaiyak ako nito.... nabobola din niya ako para mag-buy ng anything heheh...

Froilan Aquino--bulan

he is the behaved one... he doesnt pick on me that much.. the superchef... he cooks good food for us. when i stare at him i observed na he looks like my dad. they have certain similarities....... he shared interest with my father when it comes to fighting roosters and dogs? (aint that sure)

Sheila Aquino-Fajardo --ilang

ate sheila... she's a brainiac.. every year yata may awards sya.. masipag... and everytime she do something, it may not be perfect but it is at its best... she loves to draw.. i have seen her work nung highschool yata sya nun and shucks! she drew a portrait o dba sosy? :) she visits us weekly tapos pag may package from london she enjoys the unlimited signatured stuffs especially make up, clothes, perfumes (before kasi di ko ma-appreciate anything na signatured) the first in the family who brought the new generation of our family... four times lang yata kami nag-shopping... mostly binibili pa namin is slip ons... sya pumipili ng footwear and clothes ko. the very first cousin whom i lost.... i miss her so much...

Sheryl Aquino--bote

sya ang usually kabonding ko... she is one year older than me kaya we usually get along together... pag-umuuwi ako usually tabi kami nito matulog tapos super kwento ng whatsoever... then i remember before we dance every dance craze (hahah super jologs!!) sya ang unang nakapansin na cutie pie si john lloyd cruz... hmm.. ano pa ba??? we love the beach kahit hindi kami marunong lumangoy kahit hindi masyado kagandahan ang beach basta everytime we see the shore, sand and the sea... we swim like we dont care... she loves to travel too like me.. :) she loves to eat like me... hahah kya hindi nagkakalayo ang ktawan namin dalawa. and did i say she is some kind of smart too?? just like ate sheila up graduate din sya o diba?? :)

Sheena Aquino--nang

Sheirlyn Aquino-- len

among the twins, si sheena ang payat......... uh now...... n/c.. heheh joke lang... before when they're still kids i could hardly identify them kasi sobrang identical but as time goes by i have noticed na mas payat si nang than len... nang has this birthmark on her face.. both of them are the future nurses in the family.. :) :) :)

Rezi Aquino Corpuz --diding

ang bunso among the bunso... unica hija and some kind of spoiled brat like me... pero hindi naman ganun ka-spoiled. pag gusto mo sya asarin... dati, just do tell her na ampon sya since sya lang ang naiibang last name sa amin lahat. super dali nya paiyakin especially when our kuyas pick on her. did i mention na sya rin ang pinaka payat sa amin lahat??? before we thought na kaya sya payat is because she eats a little... but didnt she tell you na may pagka-matakaw din sya heheheh... and as of the moment.. i think she is the last to graduate in the family and aspiring nurse/doctor din sha..

Alberto Alvarez De Vera --kuya abet

he is my maternal and paternal cousin... both of our late mothers are sisters, and both of our grandparents are cousins. he is physically handicapped but dont underestimate him because he is so damn smart and among all of the person of his same condition, hindi sya pabigat because he would do things on his own and he wouldnt want na iasa pa sayo yung kaya nyang gawin.. you can ask questions anything and everything from us/europe and you can expect an answer from him in a split second... super takaw din nya, when my mom was still alive we usually go to jollibee then he would order foods na super dami and expect na sandali lang ubos na food niya...

Rosemary Alvarez Aquino (a.k.a. Rosie Alvarez)

sya ang mejo kahawig ko... we do both have same texture of hair, and shape of eyes and face. she is more of a sister to me. she is very sweet and usually calls me dingaling (i just dont know why...) among all of my cousins, sha ang showbiz.... showbiz as in she works in the entertainment industry both in england and in germany. she worked for bbc before and now she is a renowned actress in europe. (you may browse the following sites or you may search her through yahoo for your comfort .... :) :) im so proud of her)

Theresa Alvarez Moore - tboz... 3sa

during her teenage years, she worked as a part time model in england.. :) :) :) she had levis, burberry, coco chanel, gucci eyewear... presently, she has been a part of sony music england. she is one of the most generous cousins that i have... she usually baby me by sending stuffs that she endorse and ramp over the runway. she usually sends me clothes pero di naman kasya kaya napapamigay lang awwww i still remembre burberry... :(

and not to mention the numerous cds and dvds of sony music.... both of us loves j.lo too... awww i miss them all...

Maurice James Alvarez Moore--- mozzie

he is more of a brother to me... we dont usually talk that much he is more of quiet type.... kamukha nya si kuya abet. moz caught me drinking and smoking when i was 14 years old.. yikes.... since i am soo scared that he might tell my parents i stopped drinking and smoking (ows??)

Gerard Alvarez Moore--- gez

he is such a cutie... kung hindi ko to cousin mtagal ko na sya naging crush. i am 1 year older than him thats why we usually jive together usually whenever we go somewhere sya lagi ko kasama. but one thing he cannot do.... he is the worst dancer i have ever seen... ang pangit nya sumayaw you would rather have them play billards or play the piano but not dancing.... awww he has grown up already and i love all of them...

In Memoriam

it has been 31 days since my uncle died. i am still thinking of him every now and then. as much as possible i dont want to visit their house. the house that i usually visit first day in the morning (kahit hindi pa nakapag-ayos ng hair at kahit di pa nkakapag-toothbrush) and do my rounds at the end of the day or asap after work.

he died of gastric cancer- underwent a major surgery to remove the tumor and connect esophagus to duodenum. he was on chemotherapy, radiation. he has been in and out of the hospital. he went through these things then he requested to stop everything. he started to eat again. my dad usually cooks food with everything that he requested especially foods with broth or anything with vegetables. but this september we noticed that he is not eating anymore again. he starts to vomit everything that he eats. and i noticed that the container beside him is full of puke-- he is trying to cover it so that i wont notice but i did. one day, her daughter asked me if i know how to insert an IV line. at first i hesitated because his veins are already wasted from the chemo... my uncle gave me that stare as if he is telling me that he trust me and that i should do it.

i tried that very night... but i hurt his arm. his veins are so fragile, but after the series of trying i cant believe that i am successful. then after that i started to change iv line on regular manner.. medicines for supportive therapy were started.. i checked the line everyday almost twice a day and spend time at their house longer. as day goes by i have seen his condition getting worst. at first, i do only give anti-emetics and anti-hyperacidity drugs... then added anti-haemorrhagics when i noticed he starts to have hematemesis and melena.... then pain reliever when he started to complain pain. i have seen everything and i have observed that he hides his pain to us.

this october he expressed the most excrutiating pain, we, his family also shared emotional pain but we were trying to be strong for him. i myself being his private duty nurse controlled every emotion.. controlled every tears that may fall. at one point i got tired for being up so early to give him pain relievers... he got worst as day passes by.. his body wont listen to any amount of pain relievers.... at one point i doubted my skills, to the point that i consulted books and a resident doctors from where i work all of them just says i did the right thing but i cant control cancer..

October 24 i dont know why i told everyone in the family especially my cousins sheryl and my aunt zita that uncle romy has been looking for them.... he requested it weeks ago but why i just spilled out that very day. October 25 my aunt confirmed that they will arrive the following day to surprise him.. almost everybody came.. he cried because he is happy.. i told myself that i cannot give anything to lessen the pain except for my free service, supplies and that surprise. we ate at his house. we had a feast but he didnt eat again... but he is happy after all.

i included him in my daily prayers in and out of the church... i asked an extension so that i could still see him on my birthday, on his grandsons' birthday, on my father's birthday, christmas, new year and maybe on his birthday on january.... but God only permitted just until my birthday. i still remember his last day on earth. October 28 --my dad woke me early morning informing me that my uncle's pain is already untolerable. i gave him pain reliever, diuretics to relieve edema of his feet. i even asked him to eat even instant noodles. at the middle of my shift my cousin called and she is asking me to prescribe pain medications because we will make the pain reliever every six hours but she hid that somethings wrong already.

i arrived 11:45pm from my work, i didnt know why i just stayed at the back of our station doing nothing for so long... to the point that all from pm shift has drifted away to get home. it rained hard but i was never on straight duty. i asked my father to pick me up since the street has flooded.. he bursts that we should go straight at my uncle's home.. when me and my father arrived at their house we heard him calling his wife "buksan mo yung pinto nandyan na sila" auntie opened the door and i was surprised with what i see. observed that he is gasping pain and he is staring blankly. i aspirated the pain reliever though i hesitated. i asked uncle what hurts him... usually he will point his stomach... but he told us he is having chest pains. i asked him if he is having dyspnea... as he appears to be dyspneic... so i asked my dad to go home and get the bp apparatus... i cheked his blood pressure and to my surprise i cant hear any korotkoff sound. i checked again by palpation it is palpatory 50 i gathered all the pillows.. i searched for an intubation set, ambubag, oxygen which are all present only in the hospital... i told my cousin to call her brother because we will rush their father to the hospital... while his daughter is away, i told him to wait for a while.... but when i saw him he smiled back a little... i had the line fast dripped then after... he stopped staring at me.... stopped responding to my questions.... his heart stopped and his breathing stopped.... i started to cry heavily. i saw him die. me and my dad saw him die. i cried until early morning... i am comforting myself that he is not in pain anymore and he is already in heaven but still i cried... and i do found out that this song comforted me all the while....



Just what is it in me?
sometimes I just don't know
what keeps me in your love
why you never let me go
And though you're in me now
I fall and hurt you still
My Lord please show me how
to know just how you feel
You have forgiven me
too many times it seems
I feel I'm not what you might call
a worthy Christian after all
And though I love you so temptations
finds it's way to me

Teach me to trust in You
with all of my heart
to lean not on my own understanding
coz' I just forget
You won't give me what we can't bear
Take me out of the dark My Lord
I don't want to be there,ooh,hah

You never left my side
You gave Your hand to me
to hold You,oh Jesus
I'm no longer in the cold
And yet I leave You there
when I feel satisfied
I'd like to thank You everyday
not only when I feel that way
I've never known a man
who'd give His life for sinners like me
And yet because He loves us so
He promised us eternity
And we can have His promise
and be His if have faith and
just believe..

Teach us to trust in You
with all our heart
to lean not on our own understanding
cause we just forget
You won't give us what we can't bear
Take us out of the dark our Lord
We don't want to be there
Yeah, My Lord

Teach me to trust in You
with all of my heart
to lean not on my own understanding
'cause I just forget
You might give me what I can't bear
Take me out of the dark My Lord
I we don't want to be alone
You take me out of the dark,My lord
i don't want to be there,
ooh,ooh...hah...

i dont know if i am his favorite niece... but i am so thankful that he listens to me. i am so thankful that i am the last person he saw when he passed away....

i miss him... i miss the most special, the most precious patient.... goodbye for now

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

lets burn one

*** let us burn one,
from end to end
and pass it over to me my friend

burn it long, we'll burn it slow
to light me up before i goif you
don't like my fire,
then don't come around.

cause i'm gonna burn one down
yes i'm gonna burn one down
my choice is what i chose to do
and if i'm causin no harm,
it shouldn't bother you
your choice is who you choose to be
and if you're causin no harm,
then you're alright with me :)

if you don't like my fire,
then don't come around.
cause i'm gonna burn one down
yes i'm gonna burn one down


Love :) the gift, from the Earth
and what's from the Earth is of the greatest worth
so before you knock it, try it first
oh you'll see it's a blessing and it's not a curse
if you don't like my fire, then don't come around.
cause i'm gonna burn one down ***

Thursday, November 20, 2008

disturbing.....

i am in this pc shop and this girl beside me is coughing and sneezing and makes more coughing...... ewww sounds like tb

fear factor

what the?????????????? eeewww this man from fear factor is my neighbor? i just found out today....as in this very moment that this guy here shares a space in the cleanest and hippest pc shop here near home. sucks i dont like him he is boastful... and he is like 3 ft away from me now. bakit ba di ko naalala na this
feary factor guy is from manila

Thursday, November 13, 2008

reviews with grey's anatomy




i am going gaga over Grey's Anatomy... i love to see Dr. Addy Montgomery-Shepherd Dr. Mark Sloan and Izzie Stevens,,, they're hot.


Dr. Bailey reminds me of a mother figure... Dr. Derek Shepherd's one hot neurrosurgeon. George O' Mailey's kinda messy.

Meredith Grey? i find her too sl*tty

. Yang? the best... but not when Burke screwed her. :)


i first bought Season 4 CD (pirated one) but since its pirated i wasnt able to understand everything because it lags, jumps and suddenly it creates this creeky sound over my dvd player... yikes.... dark and twisty!!!

so i decided to but original dvds over odys' but then... season one and two are already out of stock so i have no choice left but to grab the store's last copy of season 3... it costs 900 per box so it ends me buying 1800 for two copies. i got 1500 bucks over my wallet so i ended up paying 1000 as cash and remaining balance had it swiped.

at that very night, i watched the first CD... amazed and so happy because of other add ups like behind the scenes and audio comentaries whatever... the clarity of images... blah blah blah

so buy original!!!
*****on the other hand i found out that my workmate here has greys anatomy copies so i asked for the clearest copy ever and as i watch seasons 1 2 4 i am still happy that the dvds are not dark and twisty.... :p enjoy! lavett!
christal


the weekend vacation




hi everyone... i came back from pangasinan just last sunday .the way back here in manila?===haggard!! traffic sa daan kasi it rained around 4pm-5pm yata (nsa tarlac na yata nun) and i could see couple of road accidents while on our way.






i muffled few prayers for the safety trip i remembered kasi yung trip namin last saturday 4:30am we had a swift trip taking the trip to calasiao, pangasinan for only 3 hours... damn, i dont know if the driver was just fast or maybe its because we took sctex... i was soo tired until yesterday thats why i only had this thing out (that also includes the reason that my dad wants me to sleep early). it was only two days one night pangasinan trip. i wasnt suppose to come because dad wont go home too and i have work on weekend... fate turned the table - - - -my late mother scolded me in my dreams for not visiting Manaoag Parish Church (it has been a tradition to visit manaoag every year) and also i must admit that my pretty cousin Sheryl convinced me to go because she wont go if i wont.. kaya i took my leave and go besides, the family get together means a lot. it cant be bought by any amount of money.


Day 1: November 8
I was suppose to sleep when we arrived since i wasnt able to take even a nap during the road trip.. i think due to adrenaline rush, i decided to accompany my another cutie cousin rezi in her university... i met "the prophet who freed israelites from slavery"... he is nice, gentleman, friendly.. just a little flaw but he is overall okay... (for that one day of meeting him).. the process took us hours and hours waiting for that single signature... a signature that even the one signing it didnt even read what was it all about... whosoever she is, damn you! your students waited you for so long. i was sooo tired, sleepy and hungry kaya when i arrived home i ate a hearty meal and rested even for a jiffy :) :) i saw my ever brainy cousin Abet (he is medically unabled but he is god damn smarter than anyone of us he knows anything and everything about USA and England) we talked... i missed talking to him i gave him something for his minor errands i havent seen him for a long time he is alone... but he is trying to be happy :) :)
Night time: after i called my dad to tell things... i treated my miggy and rezi at jollibee then we bought ice cream and liquors to drink... red horse lang and san mig light (na-sad naman ako walang strong ice :(... after watching jay cuenca, we drank few cans lang busy kasi with preparing food for the beach partee the following day... late nite na yata when we slept we had this girly talks like we used to do... we were excited with the beach and all stuff. :) :) :)





Day2: Its Wel 2 and Zeki's Birthday party...
We first visited manaoag... paid our respect and attended a meaningful mass. Super dami ng tao sunday kasi pero mas organized ngayon ang church... may usher and usherettes na rin kasi kaya we had the chance to sit.. after the mass, we lit candles for everyone who passed away... zeki and wel2 uttered wishes on the well.... took some shots... bought pasalubong and went to the beach right away... we arrived at the beach around 9 na rin yata i was soo excited that i had my clothes changed agad and ate light breakfast tapos swimming na with the family... everybody's happy at least to cover our problems even for couple of hours... and the kids are happy that is the most important for us adults right? :)






pics are now posted... enjoy..... :)

Monday, November 10, 2008

डरे रीड

i never experienced my entire life without money yet and never ever would want to live without them.... my parents worked hard what we have earned in life now..... because they want the best life for me... i do have CREDIT CARDS but i have MAINTAINED them well and NEVER a single call from bank creditors forcing me to pay for DEBT, my dad never wants that dahil NAKAKAHIYA MANGUTANG. i must admit that my salary is way too low... it can sustain only one week grocery stuffs. that's why i value my mom and dad's 20 year business and my investment. i am sooooo soooo soooo sooooo soooo in love with really expensive things... i have to admit... most of them are really way too expensive...i only tried three times for online shopping but i stopped because i am scared that my CREDIT CARD BE USED BY OTHER PEOPLE. thats why as much as possible i never use cards so that i do have the courage to flaunt my things --FULLY PAID--
i was never questioned my entire life why i have the expensive shoes, clothes, perfumeS, bags, hangout to the most expensive places etc... how ridiculous!!!! why question im having lots of blessings in life?! are you some sorta kinda loser for not having them???? work hard for you to afford it.
If the daughter spends money on expensive things, so must the father right??? My dad has aged and i must admit that he sees doctors (you read it right... DOCTORS) and a lot of them. and i believe that no one should question how many doctors would my father likes to see and who to see.... and like who are you to question that??? you are not giving me or my dad the amount of money for the clinic fee and we never asked for alms. every consultation my dad makes, WE PAY for ALL THE SERVICES. the next time somebody questions the numerous doctors being seen by my father, try to ask yourself who are you to question...... you are not his family to question anything!!!!! and no one has the right to question even the President. we have money to spend...... and shame on you, you are nothing but a pointless LOSER.

डरे रीड

i never experienced my entire life without money yet and never ever would want to live without them.... my parents worked hard what we have earned in life now..... because they want the best life for me... i do have CREDIT CARDS but i have MAINTAINED them well and NEVER a single call from bank creditors forcing me to pay for DEBT, my dad never wants that dahil NAKAKAHIYA MANGUTANG. i must admit that my salary is way too low... it can sustain only one week grocery stuffs. that's why i value my mom and dad's 20 year business and my investment. i am sooooo soooo soooo sooooo soooo in love with really expensive things... i have to admit... most of them are really way too expensive...i only tried three times for online shopping but i stopped because i am scared that my CREDIT CARD BE USED BY OTHER PEOPLE. thats why as much as possible i never use cards so that i do have the courage to flaunt my things --FULLY PAID--
i was never questioned my entire life why i have the expensive shoes, clothes, perfumeS, bags, hangout to the most expensive places etc... how ridiculous!!!! why question im having lots of blessings in life?! are you some sorta kinda loser for not having them???? work hard for you to afford it.
If the daughter spends money on expensive things, so must the father right??? My dad has aged and i must admit that he sees doctors (you read it right... DOCTORS) and a lot of them. and i believe that no one should question how many doctors would my father likes to see and who to see.... and like who are you to question that??? you are not giving me or my dad the amount of money for the clinic fee and we never asked for alms. every consultation my dad makes, WE PAY for ALL THE SERVICES. the next time somebody questions the numerous doctors being seen by my father, try to ask yourself who are you to question...... you are not his family to question anything!!!!! and no one has the right to question even the President. we have money to spend...... and shame on you, you are nothing but a pointless LOSER.

daddy

at work, others complain that they have to be home early because they have a chid... Fine! then i say, i do have a dad to take care of. my father is all i ever have my mom went away without me doing anything and i dont have to do another mistake right? i lost my mother already and losing my father wont be the next thing that will happen to me. i love you dad

Friday, November 7, 2008

le goût de ma vie









yay!!! i will be out of town again tomorrow... twelve hours from now i will see my so loved grandmother, who by the way is 92 years old and she is still kicking our as$#$. i will be spending a night with my closest cousins and maybe do some girly chats. i was fixing the things that i will be bringing a while ago and at the same time i am thinking what story shall i fill in the space of my blogs (yes, blogs like friendster, multiply and blogspot.) there are too many things rushing in my mind. there are so many stuffs to unload. too many ideas i want to share, but maybe the best way to start is to talk about myself before i talk of others right?





well to start... CHRISTALYNE A. AQUINO - born October 18. i am a late born child because my parents got married on their late 30s. i could have three brothers but all of them died (hah! they're BOYS but i am the toughie) dad said when they had me, he had to stop my mother from working because he cant afford a loss of another child....
i can say that i am the most expensive child ever in the family. i dont know, maybe because i was the first in the family delivered through Cesarean section by mom's friend-doctor, my infant formula, clothes, toys has been really expensive... lahat yata ng na-experience ko is really expensive.









the schools where i came?
Litlle School (a private preschool super 15 lang yata classmates ko nun)- super friends ko nun si cathy ferrer, lovely aquino, laramie tolentino, yan... :)





tapos naging Chiang Kai Shek School (Chiang Kai Shek College now) where i met Sheila Dy, Rissa Lim, Mika Silvestre, Marinel Reyes





Dominican days naman...... si aiza romero- first enemy ko super bitch eh hindi pa ako marunong makipagaway nun sabi nya sakin ihahagis daw nya ako sa school building i told my teacher about it tapos in front of the class pnagbati nya kami and she told aiza na paano mo mahahagis sa bintana si chris eh ang payat mo? heheh after that she never picked on me again... ultimate friends ko that time si joy anne limchico, gretchen (i forgot the last name).genie mallari, diosa jiao, donna razon, brian flores, pastor dayao, mae burce, paula gonzales, gotten along the way because shuffled na yung sections namin...
si bettina!!!, chien!!!, aissa chan!!!, rach!!!! (ever bestfriends til now) and ultimate crushes ko during gradeschool days--- si david doctura, melvin, anthony (whatever happened to them, i lose connections with them and i cant even find them in friendster anymore) and this certain daniel---- he was never my crush but became my "puppy love" blah blah.... the first person who told me he loves me but i never answered back... ewww!!!!!!





Siena College- Ultimate buddies ko sila anna. christina, jai. primicias twins, valerian reyes.... i have been with them my whole highschool life. lagi ko sila kasama sa gimmick, shopping, out of town trips, dining at dunkin donuts, new jerseys, l&l's, burger king... lately lang yung jollibee near siena....


most of the time we do share same interests... before, we collect these super expensive magazines just to see devon sawa, nick carter and justin timberlake... monthly may new ish kami ng bop, bb, smash hits, cosmopolitan.... trade-trade ng posters.... anna, jai and teena- during first year, we bought this limited edition brown pooh bag, bad badz wallet and a lot more... and most of the time we do have same crushes... yay... :) but... but... but.... me, jai and valerian are the biatches........... real mean biatches who smokes, drinks alcoholic bevs, who hitch other girls guys... everything...








CGHCN- i developed my career in this institution i dont love nursing but i learned how to love it.. i got some series of not nice boyfriends, my mother passed away, after that i became really bad. i became a hardcore biatch, agreed nasty stuffs with my past boyfriends, mean girl.. very very mean.... worst!!!!!........ i paused for a while..... i toned down..... my father rescued me from all these disgrace. he has been my person.
and now i am already working... degree holder.... NCLEX passer...... meeting friends and patients... doing some sorta jobs in our family's 20 year business......
i am 24 and as long as i am breathing i will be Christalyne to my relatives, my friends, neighbors and workmates.... but i will be the best and perfect me to my father.

























Sunday, November 2, 2008

I Heart Thou




"When it comes to relationships,maybe we're all in glass housesand shouldn't throw stones.Because you can never really know...Some people are settling down,some people are settling,and some people refuse to settlefor anything lessthan Butterflies."


--Carrie Sex and the City





(To my Mr. Big... Now i understand to hold you i must open up my hands

and watch you rise...)



(:

hella hella hella

i just came back from my trip to pangasinan. and i am excited to start up an entry kahit na super pagod pa talaga ako. i have been through my cousin rezi's account to grab some photos.

still

i dont know what story will i share??? i have been through a lot... the highlight is mostly sad. chinese blood from my mom is still getting into my veins kaya i do believe that a happy start or anything positive will bring good luck.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Coffee Anyone???

Today I learned...

Coffee was once forbidden by Christian priests! Once upon a time, pinagbawalan daw ng mga priests sa Rome ang pag-inom ng kape dahil inisip nilang "drink of the devil" daw ito. Kung sanctified daw ang wine at ginagamit sa Holy Communion, at ang coffee ay pwedeng non-sanctified substitute sa wine at mas nakakabaliw daw ng utak ang kape (hindi pa nila dati naiintindihan ang effects ng caffeine), drink of the 'anti-Christ' daw ito! UNTIL finally, sa mga taong 1500s, inaral at tinikman ni Pope Clement VIII ang controversial na "anti-Christ coffee brew." Nasarapan siguro sya because he decided na hindi na dapat ipag-bawal ang coffee dahil hindi naman sinful ito. Agad niyang ni-bless at na-baptize ang coffee! So dahil sa pag bless ng coffee para sa everyday consumption, ever since then ay naging mas-informed tayo about coffee at okay na mostly sa Christian world ang pag-inom nito. :)
May religious history din pala ang kape, diba?

I also learned that...


The first coffee tree in the Philippines was planted in Lipa.The ''coffee capital'' of the Philippines is the city of Amadeo. Thanks to KAPE NI JUAN website http://www.kapenijuan.com for the information! Coffee drinker ba kayo?

Meron kasing mas nakaka-focus naman with tea :)